Like most everyday movement, walking is something that we
take for granted, and in doing so we simultaneously interfere with our innate
ability to walk with power and ease. As I prepare for the Green Walk, I am feeling
especially reliant upon Alexander Technique to keep me moving with ease and
balance, and hopefully build up stamina and minimize injury.
Yesterday was a bit chilly with a steady, soaking rain. The plan was to walk 3 to 5 miles for about 2 hours in Center City Philadelphia, but as a group we agreed to cut that down to just under an hour and about 2.5 miles. It was like walking inside a rain cloud, and although not horribly windy or frigid, it wasn’t exactly pleasant. A ways into this soggy walking practice, I heard myself ask, “why am I doing this again?” and then, “how is this helping anyone?” In the same instant I recognized the part of myself that believes everything in life should always be nice and comfortable and pleasant. And another part that expects all endeavors to be a means to an end and not an end in themselves.
Yesterday was a bit chilly with a steady, soaking rain. The plan was to walk 3 to 5 miles for about 2 hours in Center City Philadelphia, but as a group we agreed to cut that down to just under an hour and about 2.5 miles. It was like walking inside a rain cloud, and although not horribly windy or frigid, it wasn’t exactly pleasant. A ways into this soggy walking practice, I heard myself ask, “why am I doing this again?” and then, “how is this helping anyone?” In the same instant I recognized the part of myself that believes everything in life should always be nice and comfortable and pleasant. And another part that expects all endeavors to be a means to an end and not an end in themselves.
In any case, it seems like now, just one week before I begin
the Green Walk, would be a good time to try and answer the question of why.
Why I Am Walking
- Because I can’t sit idly by
- Because it will make me stronger in body and mind
- To put my conviction to the test
- To make a bold statement
- To bring attention to the plight of the communities and culture of Appalachia and all the people who are living with the effects of MTR
- To become closer to the Earth
- Because I want to slow down
- To promote Earth Quaker Action Team
- Because I am just so fricking sick and tired of corporate culture dominating everything everywhere
- Because it will be fun, joyful, empowering, instructive, and totally ridiculous
- Because I know a leading when one hits me upside the head
- To become a better organizer and teacher
- To give me something to blog about
- To meet some Pennsylvania Quakers outside of Philadelphia
- I feel it is my Christian duty
- To move and be moved
- Because it’s better than sitting on my ever-widening ass and doing nothing
- To find out more about praying with my feet
- To soak up every bit of wisdom and know-how from George Lakey that I possibly can
- To be humbled
- To get in shape!!!
- Because it will be nothing but a completely focused and directed experience, the sort of opportunity that doesn’t come around too often.
The whole time I can just focus on my body. Eugene Gendlin said, “’Body’ means interaction with the situational environment. Even the simplest living bodies are complex and purposeful interactions with their environments.” So in restoring the environment through cutting off the money supply currently funding its destruction, I am engaging in a “purposeful interaction”, mile by mile. I know I will be restoring myself, my own bodymind, as I walk.
I am so blessed to have this chance to work intimately with people I admire and respect. Seeing this group come together in about 6 weeks to literally put this Green Walk on the map has been a lesson in the miraculous. When we say “way opens” we are not kidding. People are really ready to be helpful, to join in and give their support in many ways. I think a lot of the time most of us are anxious and afraid, and any tangible, practical thing we can do somehow mitigates that, and feels good. The best part is, we’re actually not doing all that much. Certainly we’re challenging ourselves mentally and physically by walking, but essentially that is all we are doing. Just walking. And maybe connecting with our neighbors as we go. So it feels productive, and it is, but not in the usual way of our daily, multi-tasking selves running around trying to Get Stuff Done.
There is a refreshing quality of honest and direct communication in the planning process that I have seen, amongst ourselves and also between EQAT representatives and the hospitality and activist contacts we’ve been calling statewide. It seems that even when people cannot accommodate a request, they have been generally supportive and their reasons for saying no almost always have to do with what is best for their congregation or community group. In explaining themselves, they reveal their values and contribute something of themselves even in the refusal. That feels like good politics to me.
These are just 22 of the possibly hundreds of reasons I am joining the Green Walk for Jobs and Justice. I do hope I will have enough energy on the road to write short, frequent posts on this blog. Meanwhile, I welcome your comments.
Why are you joining the Green Walk? If you want to but can’t, why would you want to?
What messages should we bring to James Rohr, CEO of PNC Bank, when we get to Pittsburgh?
Stay tuned.
Thank you, Amy, for this honest, thoughtful, and inspiring post. The Gandhian phrase "experiments with truth" comes to mind with regard to the Walk - and your blog, too, I suppose.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Michael. I love that phrase, and it actually sustains me if I feels confused or unsure about what I am doing (like in this morning's facilitation at PH). It helps to remember that this is all just an experiment with truth -- and love.
DeleteI LOVE this post, Amy. I'm with you, in Spirit, if not in body (and even in body, from far away!). I love your list of reasons. Thank you for doing this walk, in the way you are doing it. I'm from Pittsburgh, by the way, so...extra glad you're going there! And I also enjoy visiting a Quaker meeting here in Cincinnati when I am moved to go. The atmosphere there is silent inhibition, which is why I love the experience. Very Alexander-Technique... Enjoy!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jennifer. Yes, Quakerism is very similar to Alexander Technqiue in terms of fundamental principles. There are many parallels. Thank you for your support of EQAT and our walk. Please feel free to pass on the news to folks in Cincinnati. There are PNC branches there, and you are so close to Kentucky, where so much damage is being done to the mountain communities. Any sharing of our websites is appreciated.
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